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Thursday, June 21, 2012

A Single Cup

A coffee challenge poem

A Single Cup

Empty mugs set side by side,
One for him, one for his bride.
His feeble hands lift to pour,
A single cup. Two, no more.

Robust coffee feeds a soul,
Transitioning to half a whole.
Her essence now consumes the room,
Where he once lived as her groom.

Ceramic warms an aching hand.
Eyes peruse his wedding band.
Steam emerges from his cup.
Tender memories wailing up.

Trembling fingers take a sip.
Deeper in he starts to slip.
Love and laughter. Pain and fear.
Watching as the end grew near.

Bold taste lingers on his tongue.
Hands caress her face of young.
A vision in her favorite pearls,
Surrounded by her golden curls.

Rich aroma taints the air.
Days spent prisoner to the chair.
Drinking slowly, so alone.
Lost and lonely to the bone.

Swallows hard his liquid brew,
Aching for the love he knew.
His grieving spirit longs to heal,
From daily life now so surreal.

An empty cup. A heavy heart,
Trying not to fall apart.
His feeble hands lift to pour,
A single cup. Two, no more.

~Shirley Keefer Topeka  2012~

Monday, April 23, 2012

Life's Highway


I entered this poem in a contest.

https://apps.facebook.com/poems-of-the-road/contests/209520/voteable_entries/49357791


Life's Highway
by Shirley Topeka

Mother Nature calls to me
Life’s highway my destiny
Breaking free from all concern
Past the point of no return
Gentle breezes through my hair
Whisk away my every care
Leaving painful history
Future yet a mystery
Music playing, filled with song
Fighting spirit, going strong
Following the setting sun
Road and sky merging as one
Wishing stars sensing my plea
Guide me where I need to be



https://plus.google.com/u/0/109419125736843180419/posts/icU3RL42EyA

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Hurt


National Poetry Writing Month- Day 17 
Words prompts : Awake  blank soul  rage  page  deniable caustic 6/7 used


Hurt
Blank stares shoot into my soul
Awaken a rage, unaware.
Blight words undeniable
Caustic remarks followed by prayer.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Breaking Free


National Poetry Writing Month -Day 16
Today's word prompts:     fresh        cause         colt         detachable        liberate          serenade             harshly                           
                                                                              
Breaking Free

She spun the car about with a jolt
Breaking free from that foolish colt
His attitude she had to adjust.

Suddenly no longer afraid
Drained by his constant serenade
She left him standing in the dust

He’d tried to justify his cause
Since he’s s the one who broke the laws
But fueled her anger with disgust.

While she only listened partially
She didn’t think she acted harshly
Though he swears it was only lust.

She’d thought they were not collapsible
Relationship non detachable
But blinders come off with mistrust

Abruptly free and liberated
Starting fresh and invigorated
Clear vision of a life robust.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Free Flowing



National Poetry Writing Month-Day 15

Today's word prompts used were: editor revise blessed swamped wake analyze supply fresh

Free Flowing

In the dark of the night I wake, mind swamped.
Restless editor commences revising;
analyzing every word for a fresh approach,
grasping at a new supply of motivation.
Tonight, I am blessed. The words flow freely.

Old words mingle with new, each fighting to exist
teasing and taunting, blending and bonding,
unifying and defying, fusing as one.
My eyes close, mind clutter all clear.

Tonight, I am blessed. The words flow freely.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Memories

National Poetry Writing Month- Day 12
Today's poem was inspired by an article I read at http://www.musicandmemory.org 


Memories

What do I think? I can not tell
I try and try but always fail
Not things that I hold dear inside
Nor the things I wish to hide
So much to say, so much to share
Not knowing those who truly care
Searching for a familiar place
Frustration showing on my face
A date, a dance, a high school play
A kiss, a love, a wedding day
All now forgotten memories
Only revived by melodies
Music rejuvenates my soul
Briefly restoring it to whole
Recalling what was truly real
Cherishing how it made me feel
Comfort from a familiar friend
Praying the memories don’t end

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

The Day

National Poetry Writing Month- Day 3 

Today's poem word prompts were:
 zone     restart       guide     optimum    adulterous     crass    taut        

Here's what I came up with.  


The Day 

The day began like any other,
having faith thought to be taut and true.
Positive projections, optimum reflections,
hope in the forefront of expectations.
To the rose colored glasses distorting my view,
disappointment delivers a vicious blow.
Assaulting my world; attacking my zone.
Life air expelling from my body. Betrayal
invading and burning though my veins.
Crass consequences, penalty of another.
Adulterous connotations occupy my mind.
My faith diminishes. My vision unclear.
Delusions, shattered lenses once more.
Challenging choices restart my existence.
Pain and uncertainty becomes my guide.
My future altered without my consent.
..........But the day began like any other.

Baby Boy


A  poem inspired when my oldest son was graduating high school. I envision it as a picture book.

Baby Boy
Baby Boy was born and Mom was glad, and she introduced him to his dad. He was such a handsome lad. Baby Boy was born and Mom was glad.
They both loved their baby boy. They bought him every baby toy. Their house was filled with so much joy. How they loved their baby boy.
Life was busy, life was fun, as he learned to walk and run. Faster, faster he would go, never wanting to go slow. Life was busy, life was fun as he learned to walk and run.
He learned to talk, and learned to sing, learned to yell and learned to scream. Oh, the happiness he did bring, when he learned to talk, and learned to sing.
He loved to swing high at the park, and play in the creek until dark. He worked puzzles, and played guitar, and built block bridges for his car.
When he was five he went to school, there he learned the golden rule. He thought he was very cool, when he was five and went to school.
Baby Boy learned to read and write. He practiced both most every night. He learned his left hand from his right. Dad thought he was very bright when Baby Boy learned to read and write.
As time went by, he grew real tall. His mom made marks along the wall. He started out so very small. But as time went by, he grew real tall.
He caught fireflies in a jar, and hit a baseball very far. On his arm, he got a scar, when he fell off the monkey bar.
He grew and grew and his feet did too, until he wore a size 12 shoe. People said, “Those things are huge!” as he grew and grew and his feet did too.
He played loud music and sang along, and let his hair grow very long. He lifted weights so he'd get strong while he played loud music and sang along.
When he learned to drive at seventeen, he went to places he’d never seen. His life was busy as a teen, when he learned to drive at seventeen.
He went to movies, and to the mall, and to high-school dances in the fall. To football games, and out to eat, pizza was his favorite treat.
After high school graduation, his family said congratulations. He moved into a new location, after high school graduation.
He went to college to learn some more. One day a girl walked through the door. His feelings he could not ignore. “She’s the one!” he said for sure. “She’s the one that I adore.”
He got a good job and saved some money. He bought a house where it was sunny. Then he said, “Will you marry me, Honey?” I got a good job and saved some money.
Their house was filled with love to spare. He had so much he wanted to share. It felt empty. It felt bare. He had more love he wanted to share.
In his backyard every day, he wished for a child so they could play. My own little boy, he would say, in his backyard every day.
Now his home is filled with joy, and every kind of baby toy. Everyday he will enjoy, with his brand new…Baby Boy.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Moment in Time

April is National Poetry Writing Month. So beginning today I will be attempting, hopefully daily, to create a poem inspired by a list of words, a phrase, or a prompt. All  of the words can be included or just used for inspiration.  Today's word prompts were: 


position  cusp   farm   luminescent  photo  illicit   languidly


Here is my poem.


Moment in Time


In the distance it stands.
Swaying languidly in the wind.
A position of stature: royalty among plants.
Standing firm and tall. Demanding respect.
Outstretched branches, welcomes all.
Time grows near.

They congregate, year after year,
To experience its illicit beauty,
During a brief moment in time.
They snap the perfect photo;
Create a realistic sketch. Then wait.
A hush falls on the farm.
No one speaks. No one breathes.  
It is time.

The rays, first, sprinkle its leaves, then shower.
Its cusps become a crown of blood.
Flaming red, luminescent foliage,
Flickers across its peak.
Gazers revel in its transformation.
Absorbing its glow; ingesting its splendor.
The sun sets. The light fades.
Time goes on.


Sunday, March 25, 2012

Shattered Soul


With mere seconds remaining, Brandy rushed to catch the 2 o’clock bus that would take her to a law firm downtown, where she was scheduled to interview for her dream job. She didn’t dare hope to get it. But if she did, she just knew, her luck would finally change. It would mean more money, and the luxury of sick days and health insurance. She would finally be able to go to the doctor when she got sick.
She took an aisle seat about mid way back in the bus, daydreaming about a better life. She rummaged through her purse, retrieved a small mirror, and checked her appearance once more as she neared her destination.
The bus rolled to a stop. A young man rushed down the aisle, bumping her arm and knocking the mirror from her hand, shattering it into seven nearly even sized shards on the floor. Brandy stared at her broken reflection briefly, barely recognizing the gaze looking back at her. Her eyes had a darkness she had never noticed.
“You know, child,” startled, she turned to the elderly woman in the seat across from her, “That’s your soul looking back at you. It takes seven years for your soul to synchronize back with your body. Bad luck will be waiting for you around every corner.”
“Great! Just what I needed, today of all days, seven more years of bad luck,” she said as she rolled her eyes.
“Perhaps,” the elderly woman said in her feeble voice, “there is one thing you can do to reduce the bad luck. But you must follow my instructions precisely. Beneath the light of the moon, you must bury one of the shards of broken mirror, and then stand, turn your body clockwise, and repeat this chant.” She scribbled it on the legal pad Brandy was holding.  
“Do this every night for the next seven nights, one night for each year of bad luck. And maybe, just maybe, it’ll reduce the curse to only seven days.” Gold specks sparkled in the woman’s eyes as she spoke. “But be warned, dear. Your soul won’t want you to do this. By breaking the mirror, you released it. Freed it. Once that happened, it became everything you’re not. Your total opposite.  It’s free to do evil and immoral things, acting as you, until the curse has run its course. So, for the next seven days, be very careful. It will stop at nothing to destroy you. Your soul… is now your enemy.”
Brandy gathered the shards, shoved them in her purse, and hurried off the bus. The old woman’s warning cluttered her mind during the interview. Yet, she managed to answer every question with ease and confidence. The senior partner stood and extended his hand to her. “Welcome aboard, you start tomorrow.”
Her insides quivered, but her handshake stayed firm. “Thank you. I’m looking forward to becoming part of the team here at Billings Law Firm.” This was her big break, her foot in the door. In five years time, they would be begging her to become partner.
She retrieved her purse from the floor and headed for the door.  It wasn’t until she was out of the building and around the corner, that she let out a sigh of relief and allowed a huge smile to creep across her face. “My dream job, finally!”  
 Her thoughts quickly returned to the woman on the bus. “What if that crazy old woman is right? My future, destroyed over a stupid, broken mirror.” She recalled the streams of bad luck she’d had over the past few years. Dread quickly replaced her excitement. Acid rose in her stomach, burning as it made its way to her mouth. She ducked in to a nearby alley just as her fear released itself on to the ground, causing her stomach to spasm painfully in her core. In what should have been the happiest day of her life, a day to celebrate, trepidation had won. The scratchy brick building that she leaned against pierced her skin as the burning tears she’d held back all day dribbled down her cheeks, becoming puddles of defeat on the ground.
Left hollow, she reached inside her purse for a tissue. Instantly, she felt the sting of pain as something penetrated her finger. Thick strands of blood dripped down one of the mirror shards as she lifted it from the confines of her purse.
Exhausted and beaten, but safely back at home, she retrieved the broken mirror; symbolically representing her life the past seven years as she’d struggled to put herself through law school. One broken shard for each of the seven unlucky years she’d had. She picked up a piece of the shattered mirror. The old woman’s words haunted her, “bad luck will be waiting for you around every corner” “your soul is now your enemy.” The thought of seven more years of bad luck was more than she could handle.
Brandy grabbed her gardening trowel from the garage, trudged out to the huge willow tree in her backyard, and began to dig. She tossed the broken glass in the hole and covered it with a scoop of dirt. She stood and turned clockwise, as the feeble old woman had instructed and recited the chant, hoping to speed up the curse.
Hands of time and hands of fate.
Seven years I cannot wait.
Reduce one year into one day
Transporting the bad luck away.
Soul and body merge as one
Force the curse to come undone.


The phone rang just as she was about to leave for work the next morning.
“No! How can that be?” she cried. “She’s only 30 years old.” Tears stung her cheeks as her mother’s word rang out in her ear. Her sister had cancer; a rare, but fatal melanoma.
Her first day at her new job was almost as fatal. Everything she did; everything she touched went wrong. The day began, with her knocking coffee over on important case papers, and ended with her dropping a stack of folders and the contents scattering on the floor, mixing together. Now, she had to stay late to put them back in order. Her boss looked at her throughout the day like he had made a horrible mistake hiring her.
By the time she left work nearly everyone had already gone for the day.  The desertedness of the building— the empty cubicles, the silence of the phones, the dark corners— sent chills across her flesh. As she walked to the bus stop, she sensed she was being followed. But she saw no one.
That evening, Brandy repeated the previous night’s ritual.  As she turned to go back inside, a dark shadow lurking in the distance caught her attention.
After a long hot shower to wash away the worst first day imaginable, her mood lifted. She even allowed herself to get excited about her new job. As she rummaged through her closet of thrift store suits and Goodwill finds, she fantasized about the designer labels she would soon be able to buy with the money she’d be making. Later, she drifted to sleep, determined not to let the broken mirror control her fate.
But the following day was as bad as the day before, as was the next. Day after day bad luck and bad news waited for her, exactly as the old woman had predicted. Her landlady raised her rent; her best friend was missing; her purse was stolen containing what little money she had left until she got her first pay check; and her own health was deteriorating.  Her fair skin was becoming nearly translucent. Every day it got a little lighter, everyday she got a little weaker. By weeks end, she barely had the strength to get out of bed. The job she had longed for and couldn’t wait to get, became a job she couldn’t wait to end each day. Every night after she repeated the burying ritual she’d look out in the distance. The dark shadow seemed to get closer.
Rain pounded as she made a dash for the bus on the seventh morning. Water flowed in mini rivers down the street. Her feet, soaked and slippery, slid out from under her on the sidewalk, twisting her ankle behind her. Her head hit the ground. The sounds of voices buzzed above. “Don’t move,” someone said. Sirens echoed as they loaded her in the ambulance. Then, darkness.
Brandy woke to the confines of a hospital bed; offensive beeping, aggressive voices, strenuous moaning all competing to be heard. The events of the week replayed like a mixed-up movie in her subconscious mind; recalling bits of this, and bits of that, but nothing connecting, nothing making any real sense. But she knew she had to get out of the hospital: she had to get back to the burying ground. She feared for her life. Still dazed and confused, she willed her body out of the bed and crept down the hallway until she found an exit.  Her ankle, swollen to double its size, filled her with excruciating pain by the time she arrived home.
Crawling, leg dragging behind her, she pulled herself over the dirt and rocks, toward the ceremonial tree, pain coursing through her body with every movement. She gripped the last shard of glass tightly in her hand.  As she approached the tree, a shadow engulfed her body. She looked up in the darkness, into eyes of pure evil. The same eyes that had stared back at her from the shattered glass on the bus floor.  Face to face, she looked into the eyes of her very soul.
She began frantically digging, grabbing clumps of dirt with her hands, ignoring the blood from her fingertips dripping on the ground. 
“Go on, bury it! You stupid girl. You’ve always thought you were so smart. Do the right thing. Study hard. Follow the rules. Where did it get you?” Her soul shouted. “I do appreciate it though, you’ve made it so easy for me to step right in and take over your life.”
The soul’s sinister laugh perforated Brandy’s spirit.  Her fingers ached from the compressed dirt beneath her nails as she dug them through the ground, not looking at the evil standing before her. “Never! You will never get my life!” she yelled. She threw the last shard of glass in the ground and forced dirt over the hole, burying it deep.
 Then she looked up.
Brandy watched as her soul came fully into focus… not noticing, that her own body had completely disappeared.
Her soul reached into its pocket and pulled out a mirror, looked at its reflection. A fleck of gold flickered on the glass. Then, it snapped the mirror shut, leaving Brandy screaming behind the mirrored glass.
***

Friday, March 23, 2012

Triggered Memories


Interesting article on memory research. I've always found it fascinating how memories are triggered ... an image of a flower, the smell of bread baking or honeysuckles growing, the familiar flavor of chocolate ice cream on a hot day, the sound of water flowing in a creek, the feel of a warm blanket. One of my favorite memories is of being at my grandparents place as a child. Wild blackberries grew everywhere. Now, every time I see or taste a blackberry it takes me back there. Do you have a favorite memory? What triggers that memory?


http://medicalxpress.com/news/2012-03-memories-reside-specific-brain-cells.html

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Photo-Haiku Project: March Series

The Collaborative Photo-Haiku Project: March Series

A collaborative project bringing photos and poetry together. My contribution below was inspired by entry photo 4. Check it out and be sure to like your favorites.

a gentle lift from
loving arms reveals her light,
her radiance shines

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Eeny, Meeny, Miny, Mo

I find I waste a lot of valuable writing time, trying to decide what I should write.  Like most,  I have many story ideas I want to pursue.   So, one of two things usually happens.

1. When I have a new idea, I stop working on my current WIP and start the bright, shiny, new project. This has resulted in me having many partial projects going on at the same time. 

Or 2, like the article below states, I over think a story idea because I can't quite figure out how to wrap my head around it to get it started. So, I never let it emerge from my mind and take on life.

How about you? How do you decide which ideas to pursue?  What strategies do you use to see them through to fruition? 


Article by Peter McDermott Stop Thinking, Start Doing.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Photo- Haiku Update

Woke this morning to this post http://tifholmesphotography.com/cphp/print-recipients/ from +Tif Holmes announcing that a haiku I wrote for The Collaborative Photo-Haiku Project was chosen for the month of February. I will be receiving the following awesome print version merging my haiku and the inspiring photo. Looking forward to seeing it in print! Thank you again, Tif Holmes!

faces etched in stone
will they visit me today?
lovers from the past

Tif Holmes's profile photoTif Holmes originally shared this post:
The free photo-haiku print for the February 2012 Series goes to +Shirley Keefer Topeka. Congratulations Shirley!

About The Collaborative Photo-Haiku Project » http://bit.ly/jB7Nfa

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Photo-Haiku Project

Love this collaborative project, bringing photos and poetry together. My contribution below was inspired by entry photo 13. Check it out and vote for your favorite.
http://tifholmesphotography.com/cphp/2012/02/february-2012-series-entry-13/

Faces etched in stone
Will they visit me today?
Lovers from the past

The Collaborative Photo-Haiku Project is a project by photographer Tif Holmes that encourages exploration and expression through digital photography and modern haiku.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Tango of Torture

This blog post is for a challenge found on +Writ on Google plus, posted via Rach Writes. (I'm number 100 at Rach Writes if you like it and want to vote)

Tango of Torture

Shadows crept across the wall, as I cowered in the corner and waited for my attacker to pass out in to a drunken oblivion. His massive stature resisted the effects of the vast amount of alcohol longer than would have a smaller man. Allowing him more time to torture me. To describe in gory detail how my life would end. The orange glow of the fire flickered in unison with the shadows in a tango of torture. Must stay awake, lest their deathly dance becomes a celebration of my demise.

My pain temporarily subdued by numbness and adrenaline. An hour ago, I welcomed death. But in his drunken state, he got careless. I would be begging for the mercy of death again, come morning, if my plan failed.

I wriggled the ropes from my wrists, then my feet; my sight fixed on his ghastly face. His chest heaved up and down, snoring mimicking the saw he planned to use for my dismemberment. I urged to watch the life drain from his body. Would my attempt be futile against his strength?

I stood, grabbed the axe from the table and towered it above his head.

Vertigo invaded my body. Everything faded.

****

The Challenge:

Write a short story/flash fiction story in 200 words or less, excluding the title. It can be in any format, including a poem. Begin the story with the words, “Shadows crept across the wall”. These five words will be included in the word count.
If you want to give yourself an added challenge (optional), do one or more of these:

end the story with the words: "everything faded." (also included in the word count)

include the word "orange" in the story

write in the same genre you normally write

make your story 200 words exactly!